Why do I need to have someone? What is that I miss most? Why
am I not satisfied with whatever I am having now? Why do I go online? Why did I
start blogging? Why do I write or sketch or paint? Why did humans invented
language? How every animal connect to each other? – One thing that comes to
mind is communication.
Communication of ideas, feelings, experiences and emotions;
I think most of us humans at some point or other crave for it. Some more some
less; some love to say more, and some listen; some say it with words, while
some with silence; and some other through their eyes and hand and so many other
things. Non verbal communication. But there is a crave to communicate; to
unburden our heart and mind. Something I too crave for.
And to communicate for me, is not about speaking or
listening. It’s about sharing. It’s not a monologue, but a dialogue that I
crave for. Where I will listen, but the other one will absorb my communication
as much, even if I don’t say that much. It’s a level when even if we do not say
about something, the other one will understand that. It’s not communication
about the daily mundane routine or the soap on the tube; its about reliving the
experiences. About pasts and future and the rain-soaked present under the sky.
That’s is what I craved; and as always, just when I am
looking at the beginning of it, I see it receding towards the horizon. Its like
a ride on the giant wheel. You go up and feel like now you can touch the sky
and see the sky moving away from you; you go down and feel like touching the
ground just to see the distance increasing. You are neither up nor down; at
times you wish that the wheel stops and you are somewhere; and then you feel
afraid of not being where you want to be.
A matching wavelength, two vessels at equal potential; both
feeling the same amount of urge to communicate and listen; both free and
accepting to listen and discuss everything not only under the sun, but as well
as under the moon. Moving the antenna around, trying to search for that illusive
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