Its funny how death changes the scenario. People wishing to go away from some people feel devastated when they lose them to grip reaper. The balance of the entire equation goes for a toss. People grapples in the dark to bring back the equilibrium.
I keep telling people to be patient and everything will be all right; and some believe that I have the power to make it all right; they think since I am telling, I have the power. But I know I am actually kidding, I am a mere mortal, and who is trapped in his own web. I can use soothing words, can lend my shoulder but cannot make things happen.
For the last four years, I have tried to give the two of them the support they deserved. I have just tried to bring back their confidence that were dormant. I have given those two sisters the belief that there is someone that cares for them as their elder brother, as their father and friend. Now thousand kilometers away, all I can give them is my voice. They have lost their mother, the person they both were so much against. But with her out of the equation they are feeling lost. I know I can not be of any other help but to lend my shoulder and voice, still they want; but I lay trapped and tied in my labyrinth. I am sure they will understand my position once they calm down a bit and able to see at the eyes of reality.
I think myself a realist; but- just thought I too would be in a similar situation one day…. It sent down a chill down my spine.