Do we do what we do? Or are we simply destined to enact which is already set? The present phase of my life is quite similar to what I think of my life. Just as I say that I came to this world alone – I landed on this great city on a April 19 morning. I was fascinated as a child with all the visual wind – soft, pleasing but exciting. I was swinging between hope and uncertainty. I did not have any expectations and was ready to take on the world. I was ready to take it alone.
Six years down the line, I find myself surrounded by so many things. In the way I have picked up many things – materials, relationships and emotions. Some of them have fallen back by the road, while some have stuck with me. Some of them I feel responsible for and some I simply love to have.
As everything have their own pull and force, all that I have carried with me exerts forces on me. They all want to pull me towards them; they want attention – just like the little girl in my neighborhood I play with on the weekend afternoons. Forces, when they pull on the same or similar direction, they help you move; but when they all try to pull in their own merry way, it’s difficult, difficult to move at any direction. It’s chaos. Do you then cut off some of those attachments to be free? Do you feel the force that beckons you to move forward is more powerful or do you want to stay back with all the forces that are so much attached with you?
May be the answer lies in the chaos. What may seem chaos might be concealing a pattern. There might be a way by which you can simply give a nudge, that initiates a chain reaction to rearrange all the pulling forces in one direction, the direction I want to move towards. I always say change is inevitable, but I guess we might be influence the direction of change. The outcome – who knows, but the direction? May be I need to delve inside, may be the forces wants me to dive into the inner space – to look for answers! I hope its there – No, I know it’s there, all I need is to find it! I have to!
Abode of Horus 
i im using this twice in today….damn me a copy cat…anyways this ur answer….Oracle (dude or dudi if u don kno who Oracle is don ask???…) said this as answer to Neo\’s not asked query…we all have already made our choices…something of pre-destined…its just important to undertand those choices we make to see ourselves smile….
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U heard this song \’Hero\’ by Mariah Carey?There\’s a hero If you look inside your heart You don\’t have to be afraid Of what you are There\’s an answer If you reach into your soul And the sorrow that you know Will melt away And then a hero comes along With the strength to carry on And you cast your fears aside And you know you can survive So when you feel like hope is gone Look inside you and be strong And you\’ll finally see the truth That a hero lies in you It\’s a long road When you face the world alone No one reaches out a hand For you to hold You can find love If you search within yourself And the emptiness you felt Will disappear And then a hero comes along With the strength to carry on And you cast your fears aside And you know you can survive So when you feel like hope is gone Look inside you and be strong And you\’ll finally see the truth That a hero lies in you Lord knows Dreams are hard to follow But don\’t let anyone Tear them away Hold on There will be tomorrow In time You\’ll find the way And then a hero comes along With the strength to carry on And you cast your fears aside And you know you can survive So when you feel like hope is gone Look inside you and be strong And you\’ll finally see the truth That a hero lies in you
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love? happiness? dont mock me. those arent meant for me. i have sacrificed enough. it doenst make me happy anymore. i want people to sacrifice for me. make me feel that i am something. and not just in a materialistic way.oh and by the way-thank you for leaving a comment and those words 🙂 muchly appreciated.blog on!take care :)A.
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